What's surprising is that I think the psychological outcome of this surgery has been even more significant than the physical outcome. Yes, I'm doing all the things I used to do before the pain became debilitating, but more importantly, I'm feeling like the person I used to be before I was in all that pain. And I honestly don't know how I would have survived what life has thrown at me over the course of this past year if I was also in that much pain and without my physical outlets.
This surgery has been a reset button, and after a year of recovery and rebuilding this body's foundation, I'm excited about the road ahead. I will resist comparing my current self to my past self - especially if this whole running thing sticks - and I will go forward with immense gratitude and the wisdom that can only come with experience. The PA sent me off with the words "Go live your life!" I understand the assignment.